I now wear a size uk14/16….I used to wear a size uk8…does that matter? No, it doesn’t, or it shouldn’t, I am still the same person whatever size I am.

I’m over 40, I’m not using that as an excuse. It’s true, after 40 your metabolism changes, but also your outlook for on life changes, basically I’m in charge now…like me as I am ….or leave.

Yes, I wake in the night full of doom & gloom….

I am coping with not sleeping, the extra hair growth, the hair loss, the sweats, the drys….

I am still me…the me I was when we first met. Yes, I cry at the slightest thing, but that’s only because I care. Yes, I shout, but only because I want to be heard. I’m quiet because I have no idea what is happening.

I cling to you because I need to know I exist, I still love you and need to know I’m still attractive despite the changes….

This is me…I am a woman…❤️❤️

Love M. XXX